Goal weight FUCK YES!!!

Im so excited! happy! yay yay yay, woooooo *phewwww calm down*
Ok so I just stepped off the scales its Monday (my weigh in day) and Im 68.6kgs (151lbs i think) Im so relieved IM NOT IN THE 70'S ANYMORE! yeaaahhhhh!!!!
This is great Im loving it I hope to God I can keep this up, and as for the purging thing, it hasnt exactly stopped but I havnt been doing too much of it, then again some days i purge more than others, my goal weight for today was supposed to be 68kgs and I never thought I would actually get this close after the week I've had but hell yeah to 68.6kgs thats close enough!! Im just so happy to finally see anything but 70 something on my scales, what a good start to VALENTINES DAY (argh lol)

Tonight B wants to take me out to dinner, which means I wont eat all day, wait I already had cereal and milk and purged a delicious crunchy almond milkshake that was disgusting, remind me never to get out of my bedroom before 12 on my days off or I will make breakfast. Ok so I wont eat for the rest of the day and then probably try and organise to go somewhere local and cheap so I dont feel to bad if I eat and then purge it all, omg last night for dinner we had fish and chips >.< I had to eat it and of course also had to purge, me & B were watching a movie and i was soooo full after all the food I had to go to the bathroom so i did the deed and flushed opened the door and there he was! FUCK!!!
First thing he said was ur naughty and i was like what and he said Lauren you need to have something in your stomach, its good for you (yeah fried fish and chips is good for you lol) and we had burritos for lunch which I also purged and he said he knew thats what I did when i went to the bathroom after lunch *damit* anyway I didnt say I'd stop so whatever.
I dont know if any of you remember but late last year he found out about it and I told him I do it etc and for some reason I thought thats what he wanted me to do because he'd say things like " are you going to throw up now" after I've eaten and shit like that but now its not like that anymore the look on his face this time was just different when he saw me doing it again, i think the first time he thought it was a joke, well not a joke but aybe he didnt take it seriously? I dont know but now I have to hide it from him which will be weird cause I cant hide things from him, like presents or suprises I just cant help myself, i mean i gave him his valentines day present on friday because i couldnt keep it from him lol so this will be hard.

Im sorry I havnt been commenting on any of your blogs these days but I am reading you girls are doing well, dont let anything get you down. mwah love to all.
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