Rountine... work, home, eat, purge, snack, sleep

So for all of this week that has pretty much been my routine, its kinda bad huh? I mean at work I do soo well not eating, sometimes I have to eat something small to keep my boss happy and only if shes there or someone else is there so they actually see me eat, so annoying but its always under 200calories9which I probably burn off anyway being on my feet all day) and I make sure I always take something to work as an emergency for that reason but otherwise I can go all day without eating, the bad part however is that when I come home, theres always dinner and I always end up having it and then of course feeling bad for having it and then throwing it all up again. after about an hour or two I always get hungry again!!! ( How can I stop this? ideas??) anyway so then I'll eat something and keep it down just to prevent being hungry and eating again. blahh
Anyway I havnt weighed myself the past 2 mornings because I've woken up late and had to rush to get ready for work, I havnt weighed in tonight after purging but I dont think I'll consider that my proper weight coz it was like 7:30pm the scales flashed a big fat 70.5kgs (155.4lbs) at me. I hope its abit less than that.
Tomorrow I shall wake up and weigh in properly (I hope) lol either that or Friday, yay Thursday tomorrow, I love Thursdays not because its a 12 hour day at work but because its a 12 hour day at work where I wont be eating a single thing! and then I come home and eat nothing because it would be way too late! :D * maybe I should make Thursdays my fast day or the week*
BLAHHHHH I just want to get under 70 so so so so so bad!!! ahhhhh!!
Anyway I need to start going to the gym again huh?? hmm maybe Sunday.. Damn! I havnt been there in yonks!
That is all xxx

P.S - Rio: I miss you too hun, hows things going with you? I shall read your blog straight after this.
Tiffany Tilly: Thanks for the early birthday wish hehe, I hope I can get my purging under control again too :(