Square 1

So this week I've started watching what I eat, it's still nowhere as closely monitored as it used to be and I haven't quite started calorie counting but I'm getting there, there's no more eating outta boredom or because it's there, and no mountains of yummy food on my plate, it's hard because I love cooking so much and I need to make dinner every night and B always comments on how good my cooking is and I must admit it is lol I guess I just gotta learn portion control again...

This sucks! I've gone right back to square one! It's like going back to the very beginning...sighs...
So I'm not expecting it to be easy and it won't be but I will get there :-)

I doubt I'll be able to afford a gym membership tho so I'll have to do some things at home and use my elliptical, maybe see if I can find a cheap treadmill online and a few other things then just set up my own lil gym at home :-)

Another thing I was thinking bout.. All the purging I did, I don't want to admit it but I feel like that needs to be a part of my "diet" best I don't, I know, I know.. But... The thought is there.

That's all for now, I'm on the train on my way to work... 12 hour day ahead... The joys of hairdressing.