Getting there!!!

I'm actually starting to Feel abit better about myself now, I mean I still feel super fat and I look horrible in anything I wear but I'm starting to control my eating a lot more, myfitnesspal is helping heaps (add me skinny_lil_me) and my food choices are a lot better than what they use to be.
I'm also starting to drink more water and I've started on meal replacement shakes as well! It's going so well, I've decided to start slowly obviously by reducing my calories each week I'm currently up to 1000 a day, most days I've been under that so I think I'll do it for about two weeks until I get used to it then do 900 for two weeks 800 for two weeks etc. and keep it at that,
As for working out... Argh! I'll get there lol anyway thumbs up!

On another note.. B and searching for work still getting nowhere! His not trying hard enough and it's driving me insane I don't know what else I can say to him to make him realise that if he doesn't get off his arse we're gonna have to get out of the house! And that will be the worst thing to go back home because we can't pay rent! We had dinner at a friends place on Wednesday night and they (I hope) made him realise that he can't be so relaxed about it all.. Maybe if he actually had savings that could last us for the next 3 or 4 months worth of rent he could be easy about it but he has $700 in his name which is enough for one month from his side!! One month that I have to pay end of next week!!! Argh so annoying I get angry just thinking bout it so I'll drop it.

Hope u all are well!!