Day 2 and 3

Thursday

I had coffee for breakfast then for lunch I had a salad wrap and water then for dinner 3 small mangos lol, yes 3... its so hard getting back on track but I think I did well, lots of water and coffee through the day.. was starving by the time I got home after my 12 hour shift but had a smoke and went to sleep to ignore it.

Friday

Woke up to a growling stomach, probably cause I didnt feed it last night but tough shit lol for lunch today I had..hmm what did I have?? oh a chicken asian salad (grated carrot, capsicum, coriander, cut up spring onion & cucumber with strips of grilled chicken, for dinner I had sashimi (raw cut up salmon) and 3 hand rolls with soy sauce. had 3 small scoops of bubblegum, white chocolate and rum & rasin ice cream..i knowwww, came home and for some stupid reason stuffed my face with a bite of my lil brothers big mac and a few fries.. felt like a pig & purged!! not alot came up but I stopped once the sushi started coming up..was just too gross & kinda hard seeing as i ate it like 3 hours before I purged.

Anyway so yeah, oh and I bought new batteries for my old scales so yay I finally have scales that work!!! and will update you guys on my weight tmrw or something, maybe monday.. seeing as I never blog over the weekend anymore. I will update on twitter though, coz i get bored on the train hehe so if you're following me on twitter then you'll know alot sooner. FOLLOW>>>> https://twitter.com/#!/GoingDownSlowly

oh oh oh and I finally resisted having those naughty chocolates at work it feels good :) I feel good to be back on track! I've been so tempted a few times.. but i didnt! I feel like a bitch when I say this but I have to be skinnier than this idiot girl I work with Christine

I have the biggest craving for a slice of juicy pizza.. medium crust with pepperoni and cheese..extra cheese, maybe mushrooms or something... or even a Hawaiian hmmm on that note, Im off to bed :) gnite xoxo lol