Saturday
nothing all day at work but coffee, water and 2 ciggys but then I came home and binged so much, beau was hungry and I couldnt resist coz im weak and all soo...
3 slices of toast
3eggs
handful of mushrooms
5 small minced beef rissoles
mayonaise and bbq sauce
tomato, avocado, cucumber, 1 mango
a strip of bacon
I know right... i didnt know it was even humanly possible to eat that much in one sitting, I felt disgusting, not full just disgusting, so I purged!
Had a smoke a a great sex sesh then made a few calls to find out what me and Beau were doing, ended up going to my stepdads cousin Orlando's place just up the road for a few drinks.. his gf Natalie put snacks on the table and I attacked the small sausage rolls, chips and lollies being a stupid drunk I am I didnt care but eh...
round about 4:30 we all started falling asleep, we invited another 2 of our friends but they passed out at like 3 or something, the rest of us watched a movie and somewhere along the line beau and orlando decided to go to maccas and get food, next thing I know i was chomping down on a cheeseburger and had a few fries, my stomach was filled with so much alcohol I could barely eat it, didnt finish that, had a few sips of my milkshake and went to sleep, I just couldnt fit anything else inside me.
Sunday
Woke up to a cup of coffee, two slices of toast and 2 fried eggs.. didnt wanna be rude so I ate it, My hayfever started kicking in really bad and we left around 12:30 Damien and Rosha woke up 3 hours after us so they didnt have any breakfast and wanted to go to maccas, so we did me and beau got drinks I had a low fat mango frappe from the cafe. I was proud of myself for changing my order to that from a caramel iced chocolate/coffee with cream :)
anyway came home cause I was seriously dying, hayfever is still playing up really bad now.
then mum got me to make burrito's I had two and purged it, took some drugs and went to sleep for about an hour or 2 while beau watched a movie. he left after that and I've been online for like 4 hours now lol.
anyway I didnt weigh in this morning but my CW after I had a shower just before was at 65.9kgs.. 145lbs :-/
Grrr why does losing weight have to be so fucking hard, natalie and rosha kept going on about how much weight I've lost and how fat they are and everytime they see me im skinnier... well im sorry but im still fat!
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