My progress...

Sunday, October 3, 2010

I want everything out!!

Replies to my comments:
Sarah: I dont go for either of them but I secretly wanted Collingwood to win just because everyone else was going for St Kilda haha!
Kat: im around 1.62m tall i think its like 5"4' or 5"3' something like that lol
A.S It was a boring game indeed, I wasnt really glued to the screen, last weeks was better! and I have cut my milk intake in half now so 100ml a day :) 50ml in each cup of coffee :P

So today was a really quiet Sunday, I woke up at 12pm only to find that it was actually 1pm(daylight savings) had a cup of coffee(3) with milk and half a sachet of equal sweetner(21)
My rents had a few of their friends over for lunch so mum cooked some great food hence the reason I stayed in my bedroom litrally all day, I gave in to lite vanilla & caramel chocolate swirl ice cream 47g(yes I weighed my ice cream=74cals)
Had a giant bowel of fruit salad with banana, orange, kiwi fruit & rockmelon weighed everything calculated the calories afterwards(231) that was too much so I purged it.
Then had my meal replacement shake a few mins ago(207)
Ending my day with 305 but adding 100 just incase all my fruit didnt come up most of it did but meh I'm making it 405 cals :D am I too hard on myself? Im wasnt really that hungry anyway I dont know why i had that fruit salad.
After i had my shake I felt like I needed to purge it but I didnt, everything I eat I want to purge now,even when i dont feel like Im about to explode, I guess its just knowing the fact that I ate I just feel like I need to get rid of it all.. *sighs* me & mia seem to be getting along really well these days... :S

again I didnt eat everything I planned out 4 today I dont think I will thats it for today its 7:30pm I'm really tired for some reason so I'll probably have an early night so until I go to bed I'll keep myself busy with the usual counting calories and stuff I downloaded wasted so i'll continue reading that.
P.S: Who has msn?? add me my_little_battle@hotmail.com

Love you girls
xoxo

4 comments:

  1. Mia sounds horribly addictive but stay strong- Keep going! You can do it :)

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  2. Oh so we're quite similar height wise then. Maybe we can work on avoiding Mia together, I purged today as well.
    Good work cutting down the milk!
    xxKat

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  3. So glad to have met you! I think you did really good yesterday, and I'm happy for you - I know today'll be good too. Try to avoid doing anything that'll lead to you purging - because purging leads to binging! :-/
    Good luck!

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  4. Sounds good babe. I'm so glad that you didn't purge the second time! I'm proud of you. :)

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