Fat weekend,Stupid fathers day, Gay sleepovers!

What a crappy weekend, I'm so pissed at myself, you know I bet I could have fasted all weekend if it wasnt for fathers day and if I didnt go to that sleepover on saturday night and if B didnt take me out to dinner on Friday. I ate so much, I think I've already posted what I had on Friday so on
Saturday I had fish & chips then I went to the gym and burnt all those calories (yes I went to the gym finally) then my friend I havnt seen in like a month invited me and B over for a movie night I agreed and when we got there I had like 4 people tell me how much slimmer I look (yay) inside she had a huge platter of food and kept telling me to eat so I ate the carrot sticks and tomatoes then she brought out a big plate of pasta with loads of cheese, and of course the more and more drinks i had the less I cared then after the she brought out crackers and sour cream and bread and ham then to top it off sunday morning her mom made a big breakfast, i had an egg on 2 pieces of white bread some tomato and a slice of processed cheese. it was so bad, I had the worst cramps after that, I havnt eaten white bread in like 3 or 4 months or something and cheese in about a month, my stomach hurt so bad after that then we left hers at round 12:30pm I had to go out for lunch for fathers day and we went to an italian place I had a seafood basket it was massive, and to top it all off everything was fried and i had no salad but a truckload of chips I was so full after that then mum got cake and we went back to mums friends place and had cake and wine (i had a bit too much) then we went to the supermarket and I got mum to buy me some food for the week, well it wasnt that much seeing that most of it we always have anyway like tomatoes etc but I got some low fat cottage cheese, baby spinach, some fruit and veg and water crackers.

This week I'll be having mostly salads I think and Im going to try and not eat dinner, i also asked B to stop taking me out to eat and never to buy me any food and take out just for this month so I can concentrate on my diet plan which I told you about in my last post, he agreed which is good. His going away tomorrow to go work in QLD :( I'm going to miss him, I want to to go the gym everyday this week I got some money to take the bus so I'm going to try and go to sleep at normal hours and go around 11 or 12 just for 2 hours it should be enough that way i also dont get stuck on the bus with annoying school kids after 3pm.

I'm doing a salt water flush at the moment, I still find it so hard to down after all this time I'm fasting today and will go to the gym abit later to work off all my weekend fatness, I'll try to burn at least 600calories GOD I feel like shit this salt water is just not going down, i read about aloe vera juice that does the same thing? I wanna try that but I have like zero dollars so I'll have to see how that works out 4 me haha, anyway I dont have much to say really I'vebeen watching The Hangover the whole time I was writing this LOL, I think Il get outta bed and go have a shower or something its like 3:20pm
xoxo