REACHED MY FIRST MINI GOAL WEIGHT :)

I'm so happy :)I actually reached it on Monday(sorry I had no time to post) I weighed 75kgs, yesterday I weighed 74.6kgs and this morning I weighed in at 74.2kgs. I cant believe it I feel like I've eaten so much but I somehow managed this.. this Saturday I'm going too a friends place (his parents are going away with my parents) so his having a party I think I spoke bout this before, I've decided I'll go if I can weigh 73Kgs by Friday although according to losertown that wont be possible even if I have 0 calories and exercise everyday which I really dont understand, oh well I can try 73.5kgs at least.
I've stopped the nasty habit of eating when I get home from the gym, if i really really feel like I have to I'll have some 9cal jelly or a cup of baby spinach but I try not to have either, just water is enough most of the time.
I binge purged on Monday also chicken & salad and some fries, so much for fasting that day, I really think I should make Thursdays my fast day seeing that the past 3 weeks I've always been really good on a Thursday how weird is that.

I've been thinking, seeing that I dont have a job and all... I thought that if I got a job it would totally mess up my eating disorder, at home I can control it I have things to do to keep me busy, although if I work I'll be busy too but I'll probably have to eat breakfast and lunch and stuff to have the energy to do things and I really dont want to, & I feel like I wont have the time or energy to go to the gym after work.I dont know if you guys know but for those of you who dont I did a hairdressing course last year and finished about 4 months ago and for some reason I just dont want to do it anymore, I dont know if its because I've been at home for this long or what but I've just lost the passion to do hair, or maybe its because I just dont think I'm good enough to do everything, I mean I dont feel like I can do everything, anyway enough bout that.

its 12pm Wednesday I think I'll have something for breakfast/lunch I dont know what tho, I feel like eggs but its so much calories I suppose I'm going to the gym tonight so I can just burn it off or just have the white but hmm.
Thats all for now, sorry I haven't been commenting as much I am reading though, you guys are all doing well.