I want to go home now!!

Soooo these people have like no internet at their house, I feel so lost without it like when I dont have my phone, I'm at a Internet cafe right now while the oldies have breakfast, I messed up the abc on Monday 4 sure yesterday I managed to stay away from food as we didnt go out and today I dont plan on eating, although they're talking about going to a steak grill restaurant! They've been feeding us like animals its disgusting, they dont have a scale in the bathroom or anything so I dont know how much I weigh, Im guessing 79 even 80kgs, I feel super fat, I havnt worked out either which is horrible horrible horrible the only thing I've done is take short walks outside for about 30-40mins cause this place is so tiny and deserted there isnt really much to do or see let alone walk anywhere.

I'm so frustrated with not being able to go to the gym or not knowing how much I weigh and eating like everyone else, ok I know its not bad I only binged on monday but it was so much, for breakfast we went to Mcdonalds, lunch we had a BBQ and i had 2 pieces of meat, pasta salad and garlic bread, dinner we had pizza! talk about FAT and then in between all that they tried forcing 4 different cakes down my throat so I settled for a tiny cupcake but arghh!! I hate when I need to eat infront of people, I'm so glad I didnt eat yesterday but Im sure that would never make up for what i had on monday I really dont want to eat today either but I'll probably have too.
Good news is we're going home tomorrow lunch time, I cant wait first thing I'll be doing is weighing in although I dont really want to then hitting the gym for like 3 or 4 hours!!
Oh and I've had to share a room with their 15 year old daughter, who seems to weigh more than me, I bet I would be big too if my parents lived on mcdonalds and pizza hut and if they went out for dinner every second night I mean I'm already big but you know what I mean, anyway so I couldnt exactly do any kind of work out in the room either.

OMG its Spring yay cause i love the sun, summer, beach days, pool parties and the overall nightlife in Melbourne is just better but nay cause im a total slob, I really need to get in shape and fast I have about 3months and it starts today..ok maybe tomorrow soon as I get out of this place! Im excited for summer.
what are some good body challenges I can do? Should i give up on the abc cause I messed up on Monday by a million calories and no exercise? I dont know what to do anymore, clearly I suck at sticking to stuff actually I blame mum for this one, if I were at home I'd be following the abc so well I bet. anyway I have 15mins left online I'll go read some of your blogs now.