for breakfast 2day I had 2 boiled eggs, a slice of tomato, a slice of shaved turkey and a slice of shaved ham and a cup of coffee with skim milk(202)
for lunch I think I'll have a shake again (233) if not I'll have it for dinner, or maybe 2 rice cakes with cottage cheese and tuna(78)
Heres nothing healthy in this house it drives me insane! and last night I got some DVDs for me and Beau and I had bout half a packet of Dorito's and a cup of caramel ice cream and a 1/4 watermelon and a few bites of the dinner mum made hence the reason I weigh 67.9kgs today.
I really need to drink more water and tomorrow I have my 12 hour shift again, I will attempt to fast I suck at fasting, I mean I can do it all day at work but once I'm home its just all downhill from there, I remember the one time I did actually do it it felt good :) I think I was just too tired to make anything to eat and mum didnt prepare anything that night so I just went to sleep.
I feel like going to the supermarket and buying a whole tonne of healthy food, you know whats stupid is that I buy all this good foods bring it home and it gets eaten by everyone else in the house... LIKE WTF!!! if you guys want healthy food so bad fucking buy it, maybe then I wouldnt have to spend my money on food, just because I have a 10 year old brother in the house that eats crap all day doesnt mean the fridge and pantry needs to be stocked with fat oil and sugar! it drives me insane, and his also to blame for eating my stuff, theres another reason I dont ever buy alot of food at a time cause I know it'll probably get eaten before I even get to it, like the rice cakes I bought.. I probably had like 10 of em and the packet is near empty, I buy watermelon everyone else eats it me? I get like 2-4cubes, I buy cottage cheese it becomes everybody's, I buy fruit ppl take it to work.. FUUUUUCCKKK OFFFFF!!! I want my own fridge!
Anyway today Im staying in bed and watching the Dvd's I got seeing that Beau only stayed to watch 1 and half of another when I got like 7 well I probably wont watch it all, I got
The Human Centipede - have it for a week so i'll watch it with B
The Collector, watched it last night
Dinner with the Shmucks which is faulty so I'll take that back and watch it whenever
Labour Pains with Lindsay Lohan(lame, mum got it lol)
Prince of Persia (stepdad got it)
something I cant remember lol
anyway Im yapping on bout crap now. might post again later to let u know how my day went, oh and my youtube channel is called skinny4summer its embarrassing :s I made it for myself really to see my progress but now that I know some of you might be looking I'll work harder :D
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