haha its weird, sorry i didnt update last night I just felt really bad bcoz I binged then purged and felt fat and annoyed at myself but this morning the scales said i lost 400g which made me happy :) im so glad i didnt gain anything. so im at 77Kgs now
I binged on Pizza, chocolate & candy and then my parents took forever to leave the house and i got really frustrated because I cant purge much after i've eaten and left it for more than 20mins so i was getting real agitated, i mean mum was taking forever to leave, i finished the pizza at about 7ish and they left at 7:25pm and I ran straight to the bathroom as soon as the front door closed, not much came up and i got so upset then ate chocolate and candy and tried to purge but nothing came up i felt so disgusted in myself. and i got really moody and started yelling at everyone in the house, its pretty funny now that I think about it haha, everybody just got on my last nerve. anyway point is i didnt gain anything and thats the main thing :D oh and pfff I didnt go to the gym again. I hate when all my friends I go with say yeah we'll go tonight then they txt me and cancel an hour-30mins b4 I couldnt take the bus bcoz I had no money 4 a ticket so i didnt worry about it! again! its been 3 days. i have to have to have to go tomorrow no matter what!
my job trial went really well today I did 4 male haircuts it was good, i gave em my number and they said they'll give me a call, so i hope something happens :D tonight I have to go out to dinner with my boyfriends family...eeeek!! i hate going out to dinner or lunch or whatever, il find something healthy on the menu, there better be salads and stuff anyway then after that we're going to some comedy thing its all in the city i really cbf but il just go anyway!
hope everyones been doing well i need to catch up on some blogs
food consumed today so far
instant oats 150g
half turkey & salad wrap 103


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