update on the past few days

I haven't posted in a few days, Im sorry I have been reading tho, so last week was horrible, really horrible but now that my period stopped things are looking good again, well.. so much for the 40 hour famine, i didn't do it because my boyfriend that was supposed to do it with me bailed (of course) so I'm that thinking il do it from tomorrow, i read that if you couldn't do it this weekend past you could do it any other time so i guess i fall into the "any other time" category.

This weekend was good tho one of the best since I started.the 40 hour famine was supposed to go from Friday 8pm til Sunday 12pm so,
Friday after 8 i had nothing b4 that i had seafood pasta (purged)
Saturday afternoon round 3 i had a bun with salad and ham, i wanted to purge it so bad but I was at B's place so I couldn't, Saturday night mum had people over and they had a BBQ, I had 2 spoons of pasta salad and a piece of meat smaller than my hand and Chinese noodles (i purged it all) and took 4 laxatives b4 bed which have only started working now
Today I had a wholewheat bun with salads and an egg in the afternoon (purged) for dinner i had oranges and kiwi fruit and a handful of potato chips.
so compared to past weekends i think I've been pretty good, I'm starting to purge after everything i eat lately, I just get so upset that I've eaten and run straight to the bathroom, its getting easier and easier to bring it all up now too its like a habit now, its wrong I need to stop, B knows I do it and weirdly enough I don't think he cares, he laughs about it.. I'm not sure what to think of that. I mean this afternoon after I purged my salad bun (we were alone at my place) and he said "you threw up didn't you" and I said maybe and he said "i know you did" he giggled and told me he loves me like it was some kind of praise and he was happy that I was doing all of this to lose weight, kinda like his supporting it no matter what I'm doing and how I'm doing it as long as I'm losing weight.

Anyway Friday night we went to see Inception, awesome movie that's not the point lol i wore my fav pair of black jeans and I had no love handles bulging over the sides anymore :D I was so happy! Oh and I'm starting a fast with this girl in LA on twitter so Il see how long i can last I have to do the 40 hours without food anyway to make up for the weekend, and I'm also doing a 10 day challenge with another girl from the Netherlands where you gotta add up these points its just for motivation really, the rules are, everyday you keep a score out of 80 for your day, you're aiming for 800 points in 10 days to lose at least 5lbs.
the scoring:
calories
0-500 = 20 points
501-1000 = 10 points
1000 = 0 points
exercise
1 hour + = 20 points
30 mins - 1hour = 10 points
0- 30mins = 0 points
water
2litres + = 20 points
1-2 litres = 10 points
0 - 1 litre = 0 points
sleep
8 hours = 20 points
6-8 hours = 10 points
0-6 hours = 0 points
for 10 days, seems easy enough providing I can go to the gym everyday or most days, I'm really starting to get lazy gym wise, its good cause i can do 3 things at once I mean I need to fast for the 4o hour famine so i can fast with DreamThin from tomorrow and I can also do the 10 day challenge which will help me score 20 points in the calories category.
I'm going to try go to sleep now, hope everyone is doing well love u all xxx