its been 25 hours since i ate anything all i've had since last nights horrible binge was.. salty water doing my salt flush (which didnt work, i dont know why, any answers??)and a cup of coffee im having at the moment..wait i just finished it. and bout 3 sips of skinny milk, mums a nurse and shes working night shifts again which is awesome because that means i dont have to sit at the table having dinner!! soooooo happy. she came into my room before and asked me if i wanted chicken soup for dinner with garlic bread i said il just have soup (as if)so i went to sleep for abit to avoid it,then she decideds to tease me by saying she bought prawns and smoked chicken breast and i could make myself a prawn or chicken salad...grrr!! she knows how much i love seafood how dare she! but I will not give in, Ive come this far and to be honest I'm not even that hungry my stomach hasnt made a sound yet lol i think another 3 cups of coffee will be fine, should i be drinking tea instead of coffee? does it matter?? i have my coffee with 2 sugars and skinny milk? should i ditch the sugar or milk or both?
i had this tension headache since i woke up, i think thats because ive been staring at the computer screen all night/morning though so no biggy i mean its been pretty close 2 12 hours on the computer...jeez that sounds bad hahaha seeing as i have no school work or college and im at home all week and i've become soo obsessed with my diet and meeting all you loverleys :) reading all your blogs which are all really interesting by the way. makes me happy to know im not alone, i think that would be the worst, doing this on your own without speaking to any like minded people. i think thats why all my other atempts have failed, hopefully this is it and all you guys will keep me motivated and thinspired :)im off to get another coffee..god do i have to go into that food filled kitchen grrr
avoid food + think thin = be thin
Lozz xoxo
Losing weight has become my number one priority, its all I care about, its all I want,Its all I need... is to be skinny
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i'm starting the ABC today but i would recomend you sticking to a higher amount until you get a bit lower, cause if you do this now it might be harder for you to lose the last pounds when you do get lower.. i'm at my 'lower' weights .. or lowest weight so it's starting to get very hard for me and i have to work so hard to lose even a pound! and even if i do.. it still doesn't always work
ReplyDeleteoh ok then fair enough il try it abit later then :)
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