strawberries.. food is everywhere

today i survived on probably bout 20 strawberries and water. until like 7-7:30 then i wrecked it with spag bol :S *sighs* im still full it wasnt that much so i doubt i went over 1000cal today which is good, i think i need to run it off il be alright then but still sickens me that i ate that whole plate...
i hate the wknd.. my friends always wanna go out either drinking which will lead to being really hungry after it all, clubbing which in the end..they will take a walk down to the 24 hour McDonald's, subway,ice cream type shop thing which also happens to sell awesome hotdogs and sandwiches or KFC, shopping which will lead to "oh lets just grab lunch at maccas", eating at some fancy resturant.. either way it all ends with food.. food is everywhere, every second ad on tv is about a new burger or meal even on the radio & every billboard around me anyway
so i decided, after making myself one of those master cleanse drinks(and killed it with cayenne pepper lol) that i'll try do the 10day diet thing i read about on themastercleanse.org
i mean it does taste alright providing you dont overdo it with the cayenne pepper and its much better than drowning your intestines with warm salty water first thing in the morning, it sounds good to me im not sure when il start tho so il let you know..soon as i stocked up on lemons and maple syrup :P. i
dnt have much to talk about today, it was a pretty boring day, my bf came round after work and left round 9, he has work tomorrow.. and omg i just like...cried for no reason what-so-ever it was so random and weird i felt like such a little baby he said he was going home and it was like 8ish and i was like no i want you to stay and started crying for like 5mins and thought bout how fat i was and how im such a failure i cant go one day without eating something even if its just like 3 strawberries and the most ive fasted for was 30hours and i only did like 10mins of jogging today and he called me a fatty cause i ate that spaghetti bolognese but yea then i was ok , i dont know what came over me it was so silly and out of nowhere and he was all.. whats wrong, r u ok, y r u so emotional.i didnt know the answer to that myself.

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Talk to you all soon
Lozz xx