whoah good one Lauren.. so much for fucking master cleanse aye.. hmmm nice going with the drinking and binging ahhhhh
im so retarded so pretty much 4-5 hours after posting that il be doing the master cleanse i get online and chat to my mate, he invites us over, me & my bf drive to his... Everyone: DRINKSS!!! me: Fuck! i knew i knew, i knew, i knewwww this was NOT going to end well at all. i had one, then another then another went to another guys appartment more drinks! wtf! definatly not going to end well, then another, then another.. my friends girlfriend decides to start cooking bacon and eggs with melted cheese! me: omg yessss im starving.. eats it goes out to smoke by myself cause nobody wanted to come with me.. sat there.. thinking...... FUCK ME!!! IM ON A FUCKING CLEANSING DIET YOU STUPID STUPID GIRL!!! went back inside and headed straight to the bathroom but its crowded and theres blood everywhere some guy fell, tripped, something and his head is all cut open, everyone was panicking, so after all the mess they're all leave for the hospital and its only me and my bf by this time I'd forgotten about the desperate need to purge sat there half asleep drinking another beer with my boy on the couch, all of a sudden i got up and stuck my fingers down my throat.. i never purge EVER! but i did and he heard.. he knew what i did, he didnt say anything.. i felt like total shite after that and must have had heaps more to drink, next thing i know im stuffing more food down my throat! after a few mins of dancing and carrying on like a crazy person our designated driver arrives to take us back home as this guy was going to be in hospital for a while because they had to sober him up etc etc and off we go back to my boys place..
in the kitchen, oh lets have some of this macaroni and cheese... oh and tortilla chips and dip.. YUM oh and some apple cinnamon rice desert stuff.. great! ate all that infront of the tv and woke up in the morning realised what ive done.. i feel like the worlds biggest idiot what a waste buying all that fruit was for my first day, so i went to get some more tonight and vowed not to drink for the next 2 weekends.
so im starting again tomorrow so day 1 (again) fruit and raw veg all day. wish me luck argh!
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Dont worry hun I have done the same thing. Well I have came up with an amazing plan. Blogged it and then a few hour later mess it up. Some how booze is always involved. LOL
ReplyDeleteAs for purging I am sure no one though anything of it but that you have eaten and drank way to much.
It normal to hear people throwing up in parties.
Good luck with he raw thing. Its a bitch I tried it several times. lol
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