Maybe its me being abit harsh on myself but I suck! I couldnt take it anymore and ate.. 3 strawberries thats all but i still feel like such a failure grr I'm just gonna go to sleep so i dont go running to the kitchen in the middle of the night, i read a thing online bout negitive calories and stuff and strawberries was listed so i thought it would be ok but hmm i still feel like i cant even fast for 2 days without putting something solid in my mouth to eat!! i dont even think i was hungry arghhhhhh i was just.. i dont even know what i was i dont know what made me do it Im so annoyed at myself.shouldnt of gone to get another coffee!
Oh I've decided not to weigh myself til friday I really want to do it now though im scared that i might binge tomorrow *sighs* what to do? ok i really am going overboard with the blogs but it keeps me on track and distracts me.
im off to bed my eyes r killing me so is my head!il post some more tomorrow :)
Lozz
xoxo


aww you think so? :D that makes me feel really good that you say i can do the 50 days :D if i do it will be such an accomplishment :D so i'm very excited!
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